Most of their good
furniture had been shipped out. Uschi missed her piano.. stepping
gingerly around what few household items remained. Where the piano
should have been there was an enormous empty space. It was odd. like
living on a stage where one set had been stripped and nothing was ready
for the next act.
They were all waiting for
visas. The visa that would fix everything.
The new edicts ordered them
to disconnect their phone, sell the cars, and dismiss the servants.
Uschi
missed the coffee houses, the restaurants, the casino in Baden-Baden
with its gilded columns. But most of all she missed her beloved Ottilie.
She began to prepare what
she called her going-away outfit. She wanted to be ready when they came.
She’d take her low-heeled, navy suedes with the alligator insets. She
loved the alligators. And her new navy frock with the red polka dot
inset and matching bolero jacket. In the end she forgot to take many
things, including her umbrella with the initialled silver handle, a gift
from her favourite uncle. She’d never be able to buy another.
Finally, long hours of
sleep and daylight dreaming blurred together. Only fantasy, her last
indulgence, remained. She made furtive forays, anxious and hurried,
across the pretty tree-lined plaza to her favourite cinema. During
intermission, reality returned abruptly when the houselights came up and
the brownshirts foraged the aisles with their collection boxes while
Uschi tried to sink deep into her plush seat. Later, to beat the curfew,
she’d race home through the twilight to an evening of brooding or
squabbling with Michael. Uschi had been to her friends’ "going away
Parties". In the end there was no party for Uschi.
Uschi’s father seldom spoke
of the future now, going about his business as usual, walking carefully
through the spacious and nearly empty rooms. He played poker with the
other trapped men at the only hotel still accessible to them. Her father
was like a man caught in a revolving door, unable to stop, a man between
trains, with nothing but his watch and old timetable…